so true.

dumb bitches.

Well you're a real hot cookie with your new hairdo
Your high heel boots and your credit card
Long legs and a mini skirt
Yeah you know what works and you work it hard
You smile like such a lady, innocent and sweet
You drive the men folk crazy, but any girl can see
You're just a

CHORUS:
Homewrecker
I know what you're doin'
You think you're gonna ruin what I got, but you're not
Yeah you little go getter
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker

I'm sure you waited for a long, long time
To find a man like mine
But honey you're too late
So before you go and make your move
Maybe me and you should get a few things straight
There's two ways we can do this
I'll let you decide
You can take it somewhere else
Or we can take it outside, you little

Homewrecker
I know what you're doin'
You think you're gonna ruin what I got, but you're not
Yeah you little go getter
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker

Now honey, I'm a Christian, but if you keep it up
I'm-a gonna go to kickin' your pretty little butt
Is that clear enough, yeah, you little

Homewrecker
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker

Yeah you're just a homewrecker
A homewrecker

nights like tonight...

make it all so worth it.
for once i feel like im actually with someone
who finally, actually means it.
i love him and he loves me! YAY its so amazinggg
ANYWAYS. enough mooshy mooshy.

today was unrealistically good..
for the way i woke up and expected it to be, which was crappy. haha.


so. :) i woke up and went to class, statistics was boring as alwaysss and chemistry was no different.. but at the end of chem we got our tests back from last wednesday.. and GUESS who got a 102%?!?!?! YES ME!!!!!!!! omggg the highest score in the class of like 200 people.. im not even kidding!!!!! ahhhhhhh... so that was a GREAT start to the whole dayyy :) then i basically ran back to my room.. and went straight to work.. and then back to my room at like 5:30 to start watching the charger game.. then went to my meeting with the RHD from back the first weekend of school when i got in trouble.. and she was REALLY nice which i wasnt expecting :) so that went wellll.. and then came back to the end of the charger game which they FINALLY won without the refs sucking!!!! yayyy they deserve it hahaha. then my fantastic boyfriend called and we talked about him coming here to visit and im SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! :)


AND MY BESTIES COME ON THURSDAY!!!!!!
omggggggg good life... :)



love yalll. how goes it?

blank.

i just, i have so much on my mind. and i have nothing i can say.

i miss home.
my life is amazing.
but i feel like..
like it could be so much more.
i guess it's not time for my life to start yet.
but i'm dying to get to know his family..
to make my place..
for him to come hang out with mine..
maybe i'm just moving too fast..
but i feel ready.
i feel like i'm finally in love.



...and i'm 500 miles away.
it's hard.
it's soo... hard.

I figured it out. Why I've been so happy lately.. It's because I WANT to be. :) And so, I am. there, simple as that. :)



minus the fact that i have three tests this week.
oh well, one down,
two to go....
and lots more classes
and starting work this week..
ahh!!

more quoting myself..

"arizona is pretty good, a LOT better than last year. it's still no san diego, and it's definitely not home, and it's hard being away from my best friends and my boyfriend but it's all part of life and stuff so i'm having fun while i'm here. :-)" 8.28.08.

update.

this weekend was good, really good.

friday consisted of
classes
relaxing
dinner at collins irish pub
three apple martinis :)
pregaming with friends
mad i to dance with them
a nice walk back to campus
and bed. :)

saturday was just as good.
getting up at like 11
staying in bed until like 4
meeting new people
going to a party
being sober
cops coming
leaving..
hanging out in my car
playing cards in a new friends room
watching tv in the gabaldon game room,
watching pineapple express
bed. :)

and sunday.. well sunday..
slept in until noon
got up and went to buffalo wild wings to watch the charger game
watched the chargers get ripped off.
gym time
dinner time with melissa and dom
cleaning our room..
spice world
and bed. :)


..good weekend.
now i'm hoping for a good week.
for me and for you. :)

...

why stress out about this right now? it's a silly relationship. sure i love him, i really do. but if it's meant to be, then it will be, and it will get better. i hope it does. but i'm not going to get all stressed out and bummed out over it right now. it's for fun right now, not for forever. again.. if it's meant to be, it will be. and if it's not, it would seem silly later in my life that i actually cried over this. so, that's that. my life is mine, and i'm happy.




kinda.