Have you ever had one of those days where you realize everything, at least at that moment.. just kind of sucks? Not like EVERYTHING, like.. life is still good at that moment, but a bunch of little things just start adding up? Yeah, today was one of those days for me.

I thought I would be getting my car back from the shop today (it's in there because some idiot backed up into me while I was parked at a restaurant in Flagstaff..), but as it turns out, I'm not.. and we have to call back on Wednesday to see when I will be getting it back, and HOPE that it will be before I have to go back to Flagstaff on Sunday morning. So I have no car. And it's been a week. It's frustrating. And I need to go into Verizon because the internet on my blackberry isn't working right now, and we are paying for a data plan every month, the internet should be working. But I can't go into Verizon because I have no car.. I also need to go into the bank because I need to make sure my bills are paid , but again I can't because I have no car. Oh and I leave in a week and would love to be able to hang out with friends easier..


GRRR... blaaahhh :/

Happy New Year!

It's soo crazy to think that it's 2010 already! Life is just FLYING by! I hope that this year holds much better, more exciting adventures than this last year. Looking back, I have grown so much over this last year. Individually and in my relationships with other people, and I am excited to see where this year takes me. :)

My New Years Resolutions.. (which is cliche but I don't see anything wrong with a couple things to try to better in my life..)
- be open to new things
- meet more new people
- spend more time with people who actually care about me
- not be so needy.. be more independent :)
- lose weight ;) seriously though.
- work out more often, eat healthier.. make it a lifestyle.
- have fun!



This weekend was a great way to spend my New Years. On Thursday I went out to the desert with Brett & some of his friends and family. Yes, I said Brett.. I won't go into details on this post, but things are good between us. But anyways, we had so much fun! :) It was awesome getting to watch him ride in the dunes again, he's super sexy ;) Haha but yeah, we went with an awesome group of people who were so welcoming and nice and we all had a ton of fun. I was excited to come home today though, and see my family and friends and watch the end of the Charger game! :)

Speaking of the Chargers... GOOO BOLTS!! They are DAMN good this season, 13-3!!? Winning the last 11 games?! It's soo fun! I'm thinking that I'm going to get a new jersey.. I kind of want one of those pink ones.. with RIVERS on it.. ;)


hmmm... :)

Good Morning! :)

Well, I guess technically it's not that much of the morning anymore, since it's 10:30. But oh well, I'm just now getting ready for the day. Whether that means I'm lazy or I'm just enjoying my Winter break, I'm not sure, and it doesn't really matter, I guess! :)

Let's see.. my break has been pretty awesome so far, filled with family and friends and some guy. ;) But yeah, it's been so nice to be home and NOT in the freezing cold snowy weather. Hopefully by the time I have to go back in a few weeks the snow will have STOPPED. I don't need any more craaazzyy blizzards in my lifetime, unless it's going to cancel finals again! ;)

But anyways, I'm spending most of the next few days with my girlfriends! I'm so excited. Me and Elizabeth are supposed to go to the beach today, and then I think I get to hang out with my girls from school tonight! I'm pretty excited, I have missed them! :) Which is kinda silly because I live with them most of the time, but maybe that's WHY I missed them! So there's that..

Tomorrow I get to work with my dad, which could be cool or a nightmare haha. I guess we'll see. He's had a lot of pain with his back lately (poor guy.. it's so not like him to need help with ANYTHING) and wants me to go in with him to help him out. Then I plan on hanging out with Lindsey! :) I'm pretty excited for everything lately! haha


Then I'm spending New Years out at the desert with some friends! It should be a great time! :)


Well, no emotional stuff in this post, all is well! I hope this post finds you well too!

Tata for now!

Determination.

I'm going to have it this New Year. I have just lost so much of myself over this past year, it's time to find ME again. I am getting fat and ugly and lonely and needy and I don't want that. It's time to be stronger, physically and mentally. I'm a strong woman and it's time to prove that to the world.

The word is 'Faithful' look it up. it don't mean sneaking around behind my back like you ain't getting enough The word is 'Easy' you better look it up and you'll see a picture of that piece of trash ridin' round in your pick-up truck

God wants you to know..

you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep. The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.


I really liked this one. <3

doubts.

i wonder if i made the wrong decision. i miss him and i love him. i guess i'll never know..

anyways. i have my exercise physiology lab final soon. i'm nervous but it's open notes so hopefully it will go well! then working tonight, which is good.. i need hours soo badly.. i'm soo broke it hurts! :(


anyways. i'm currently listening to dustin kensrue - "pistol". great song, you should listen to it!! can't wait for a guy to feel that way about me! yay..