Thursday, July 16, 2009

A Stronger Woman.

I always want to be stronger. I am a strong person, and I know and believe that. It's so important that I am able to take care of myself, and to be able to do it with a smile on my face. I want to be happy, always, even through the toughest, most trying times. I know God is on my side, and how can I fail if I have Him?


Monday, July 13, 2009

This weekend was a ton of fun!

I kicked off the weekend by going hiking with Shannon! It kicked my butt.. but it's something I want to keep doing, it was a lot of fun and a new way to exercise!! Then I worked all night, which was nothing special but at least I made some money!!

On Saturday we got up at the buttcrack of dawn and headed to the beach :) Me, Samie, Shannon and Rickie were there all day with some other awesome people joining us later in the day. We had such a great time just relaxing at the beach, and boogey-boarding & playing volley-ball, roasting hot dogs and chillin by the fire.. it was a perfect day at the beach!! :)

On Sunday I went riding with Brett and his friend Jarrett. It was a lot of fun watching my awesome boyfriend ride!! He's so great. It was HOT in the sun, but we still had lots of fun..

So needless to say, I'm pooped now after a great weekend in the sun.

Time to rest up for the next weekend.. River time!!! :)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hello, July.

Hi everyone. I hope this post finds you all well. I'm just posting to remind myself of some things I guess. :)

These last few days I have been upset about things, and I don't know why. My heart hurt and I was just plain sad. I'm not even about to be PMSing, so it was bugging me a lot that I would be so upset over NOTHING at all. Unfortunately, I took it out on one of the people who loves me the most in my life, Brett. We fought and we fought and eventually worked it out. But I guess that's not the point of this blog.

I'm writing this to remind myself how strong I am. That I can make myself happy. Not alone, of course. My friends and my family make me the strong woman that I am today, and I'm not ready to lose that. I'm not ready to rely on other people to make me happy. I think that's probably why I started to get upset these last few days. Because no one was going out of their way to make ME happy. Hell, what makes me that special? I got to get out there and make it for myself. Life is good, I am an amazing woman, and I never, EVER want to forget that. :)