Breakups are hard.

I need to get over myself. Seriously. Like, yeah this sucks, but I'll be okay. If it's meant to be, then it will be. So, I'll give him his space, I'll take my space and make myself stronger. I am SO thankful for the amazing friends and family I have by my side every step of the way..

My besties haven't gone a second without texting me, talking when I want to, and changing the subject when I don't want to talk about it. I love those girls with all my heart, and can't wait to see them next week :)

Anyways, I'm putting these up here so that I can read them easier without opening all of my emails all the time. Seriously, God blessed me hardcore with amazing people like them in my life.



"Tracy-- If that's what he wants is space, provide it. I think that he may
be confused also..but he was just in nuts over you too..As they say LOVE
HURTS, I too went thur a handful of girls/ladies that I say I loved before
the correct one came along (your mom!!), it takes time for relationships to
build, just think back about how many years you guys knew of each-other but
were not an issue, how you guys finaly hooked up..ect, yea TC it is hard,
but keep you head clear and strong,,god has a plan for you and some person
out their for you..I love ya dearly, now go enjoy the gym.. love DAD"


"I was very sad when I saw your posting last night. If things work out, great. If not, you will survive and move on because you are a very strong person. As I frequently tell Steph, guys can be "jerks" and that will never change. You have a lot of people who care about you and I am one of them. I know you have a great Mom but sometimes you just need to talk to another adult. If you ever want to talk, just email me or call me. I love you!! Sandi"


"Hey Tracy!!! How are things? I was just reading your blog and the first one mentiond that you and Brett aren't together. Are you okay? I know how hard it can be to be apart. My husband has been away more than we have been together. The only thing that helps us get through is that we do truely love each other. If the two of you are truely in love, then you will make it through this. From what I can see you do love each other very much. You can see it in the pics and when you are together. One thing I have learned is that relationships aren't easy. They take work if you want them to last. It is so worth it when the work you put out means you get to keep the one you love. I try to look at things in the long run and not the right now. I'm not always happy in the right now with Greg and my situation, but when I look at it in the long run, I can't picture my life without him. The work now is worth it!!!! I hope you both work it out. If you need to talk don't hesitate to give me a call.

Take Care and see you soon!!

Jaime"


AND I CAN NOT AND WOULD NOT FORGET MY AMAZING MOTHER. EVEN MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE, SHE HAS BEEN RIGHT BY MY SIDE THE ENTIRE TIME. GRANTED YES IT'S ONLY BEEN TWO DAYS, BUT I THINK I'VE CALLED HER ABOUT 10 TIMES JUST TO TALK, TO STOP MY CRYING BEFORE I GO TO BED.. SHE HAS BEEN SO HELPFUL THROUGH ALL OF THIS.. BEING SENSITIVE AND UNDERSTANDING WHEN SHE KNOWS I'M JUST HURTING, OR BEING TOUGH ON ME AND TELLING ME THINGS I DON'T WANT TO HEAR, WHEN I'M BEING STUPID AND STUBBORN. MOM, YOU'RE AMAZING AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T THINK YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME. YOU HAVE MADE ME SUCH A STRONGER PERSON, AND YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT. YOU ARE HANDS DOWN THE MOST AMAZING MOTHER EVER. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO.