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why stress out about this right now? it's a silly relationship. sure i love him, i really do. but if it's meant to be, then it will be, and it will get better. i hope it does. but i'm not going to get all stressed out and bummed out over it right now. it's for fun right now, not for forever. again.. if it's meant to be, it will be. and if it's not, it would seem silly later in my life that i actually cried over this. so, that's that. my life is mine, and i'm happy.




kinda.